When Exhaustion Blinds Your Hope

Im exhausted… Have you ever felt so exhausted to the point where there is no visible hope. I found myself one day feeling like I was carrying a million rocks over me, not knowing where to start, handling all the things on my to do list, while still building this business afraid that it would all be for nothing. I have been a master at hiding what I feel, I have been training since I was 7 years old, so that is enough experience handling worries over me that were not even my own. But one day I couldn’t do it anymore, I knew I couldn’t. And the worst part about it was that I didn’t know who I could reach out to, who would be willing to hear me out? I went through every single person on my contact list and when I thought of someone, quickly my mind would loudly tell me “Are you sure you want to let them see you this way?” and I would delete my entire message. I was exhausted and alone… in that moment I knelt on my dining room floor and all I could say was “God help me!, please help me because I can’t do this on my own.” I cried a lot… Then I took a deep breath. I didn’t have anything else to say, anything else to think of in that moment. Sometimes exhaustion can blind our hope for the future, leaving you so empty that all you have are tears, if you even have any left. If that is where you find yourself too, just know that that there is still so much hope. ..Hope for healing, Hope for change, Hope for rest, Hope for more breaths, so breathe!